Misery of Silence

PAMELA!!!

2009-03-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

Yay~!! Luckily today we managed to celebrate PAMELA belated birthday during our Physics lessons xP Mr.Chong was teaching us the "Force" o_O and Newton's law o.o but we're out there celebrating >.<'' He won't angry, because I can make so much excuses to him =P

>> Happy Birthday PAMELA!~~~

Pamela! Make a wish ^@^

Ahaha xPxP

[from left] Qiqi, WeiLin, Pamela, Me and Brenda~ Wah the cake.... looked so big o_O

LOL >.<'' nothing...

YUMMY CAPPUCCINO cake!!! Brr...Gonna eat them all in one go!!!

In the class tuition ;D

haha xD Qiqi, and ME ^@^ yay~!!

Look~ the B'day girl... haha =D

Something went wrong

2009-03-05T22:39:00.000-08:00

OK. I don't really approve myself bad-mouthing people here. But, this time let me make another exception.
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My life is used to be original, peace, and calm... After my mom gets mixed up with some lousy neighbours (and she doesn't realize it, because we think they're lousy), everything changed instantly. You can't imagine how much my family has tried to tolerate with them. They're my mom's friends, what can we do?
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Wahseh >_> A 11-year-old (SUX) boy slapped my mei. This boy acts violencely throughtout his daily life, can you believe? Last time, he entered my room without being guidance by his family, played my barbie doll AND took off her clothes! He's just as shit as shit. And to the boy, please F*** off! You can't imagine how intelligence gonna act against schmuck.
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Oh well, I know I'm quite unpolite. But let just ask any of my family members about their comments to the neighbours. We don't like them. --> Except for Lan Jie (aunty), she is the BEST neighbour, she's so merciful, we love her.

<<< Wedding Night <<<

2008-11-24T19:48:00.000-08:00

That night, my family and I went to my cousin's wedding at Raub, Pahang there. It took hours to reach the place, but it was nice though as we were eating chips and snacks on the car. \(^@^)/ When we had reached the bride's house, they invited our arrival with happy smiling. I can exactly feel their atmosphere of happiness. We had taken some photos there.

In a fabulous restaurant, there the bride and bridegroom had their fun and forever memories.

My father and his secondary friend mates. What a coincidence!

Nice shot~ (>@<)

Their pinky wedding cake!

Pouring champagne! WoW

Romantic!~

Maple Story~ Overwhelming sight!

2008-11-20T16:42:00.000-08:00

Level 100 Balrog was attacking at the same time. Miserable sight.

---->>>Unbearable graveyard <<<----

Powers gathering all around. Maplers were safe.

Level 160 Horntail was attacking Maplers! Will they survive against the attack?

This was when the scareaming began.

Maplers were escaping over here and there but finding it was unsucces run.

The mist had covered the yard.

''Lets all DIE for pirates.''

No. No. No. What a mess!

Summoned Pheonix and Dragons were over there to save guard Maplers.

The pink-circled is my sis' character. Maplers were running and escaping.

4 girls with 2 boys were PQ-ing.

I summoed those monsters and they were stucking there xP Nowhere to go.

We had a nice Mapling~

Gabriel and Me:. Forever Friends =)

Happy Ending <<<<

..+ Barbie Kiko +...

2008-11-10T15:53:00.000-08:00

End of the School Year! (^ε^)/

2008-11-07T07:57:00.000-08:00

The ends of the school day,
nothing is seemed to be unforgetable.
Little friends come,
little memory it becomes.

Ending of the school time,
left the CHONG
eating chips in a classroom.

While the most satisfying is
the year ends like this.
Nothing to be pleased about,
nothing to be thought about,
nothing to be missed about.

My heart will be less pain
for the passing time,
for the past memories.

Time passed.

Lost time is never found.

'B' and 'L'

2008-11-03T20:16:00.000-08:00

A life of 'B' and 'L'.

'B' for Balloon,

Beauty,

Balmy,

Bamboo, and

Bubbles.

'L' for lollipop,
Lime juice,
Lipstick,
Luxury, and
Love.

A Beautiful Lies.

Free Tickets Watching 'Bangkok Dangerous'

2008-11-03T19:08:00.001-08:00

A movie for people above 18 years old.

I slipped,

without their recognization,

under their blur condition,

here I successfully

watched the movie.

Thanks to my Mathematics teacher, Pn.Chye for giving me the free tickets.

Morning Show

2008-10-31T20:45:00.000-07:00

the Stars ★

2008-10-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

Si Jie's Farewell Party

2008-10-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

The Next Day of My Birthday~

2008-10-20T02:00:00.000-07:00

♥ My ''Burst'' Day Celebration◄

2008-10-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

The sky above my house. What a lovely sunset!

My GREAT sister's Birthday

2008-10-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

PMR overed! Enjoyable time!

2008-10-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

♠♥ Good Luck! ♣♦

2008-10-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

Bunch of nerves

overcomes the day.

Here my commitment

to get the good results

with flying colours.

Good luck! Good day!

Hoping for a better tomorrow.

I'll do all my best

and

you've my word.

My special breverage and energetic food! *woo....* POWERFUL!

Jia you! God bless me!

☆My sister's B'day ♥

2008-10-04T08:16:00.000-07:00

Look! They're making sushi! #*$@%+!

She celebrates out there... *wOw* so many presents...........

We chose a chocolate mosses for her~She loves it! ^#^$%&

The boys are playing basketball outside.

Waiting to...

BLOW the candles!!!

Adorable! Happy Birthday!

*LOL* us....

yummy! $@%&]#

^@^''

†.: There Myself :.†

2008-09-24T00:45:00.000-07:00

I found myself
there in silence
at a snail's pace.

If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.

寻找遗失の月亮 ◕.◕

2008-09-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

乌云密布，
月光未了，
嫦娥奔月，
猪八戒的牵挂，
谁能体会？

月亮远挂天际，
我们对它的思念，
谁能找回？

黑色的月亮，
无光无魅，
是月神中毒？
还是嫦娥被捕？

月亮的遗失，
没有了光线的界搁，
牛郎和织女今夕能再相聚？

星光闪烁，
灯光一划，
散了乌云，
走了密布，
起舞弄轻影，
何似在人间。

Mooncake festival!

::我家的月亮::

☆ A flash of memories ★

2008-09-07T00:34:00.000-07:00

My brother's 11 years old Birthday Day!

My dad, my mom and my grandmom. Look! They're so happy~

That time we were in Raub, Pahang. (Our villlage)

The night in the Golden Horse. We performed chinese orchestra there. *wee*

My friend, Pei Yi's birthday celebration in year 2008. We celebrated in Giant, near the school.

After finish performing chinese orchestra on the Teacher's Day, my 'mui' requested to take photo with me. Here I go.... *cheese*

Three of us, live in the past, our soul, be packed.

The last school day in Secondary 2. My heart stopped beating there.

YO! My 'mui' and I!

My best friend in my secondary 2 yard. [from left] Yie Kin & Maple Phua.

Year 2007, my WuShu teams. We represented our school.

Secondary 1, we took photo in Computer Lab. It's where my memories began.

Bear, can you bear my misery together?

_--| Ibuku |--_

2008-09-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

Ibuku yang mulia,

sanggup beilau berkorban demiku.

Namun aku tak sanggup

melihat beliau menderita.

Ibuku yang rajin,

sanggup beliau menatang minyak penuh

demi keselesaan hidupku.

Ibuku bagaikan matahari,

sanggup beliau menyinarkan kehidupanku,

demi hala tujuj masa depanku.

Ibuku,

memberi erti kehidupan kepadaku,

sanggup aku berkorban demimu,

kerana engkaulah

ibuku yang mulia.

♥ Beijing Olympics ♥

2008-08-21T03:43:00.001-07:00

The night is so gland.

Here,

the people in whole the world gathers.

[Opening Ceremony]

[ Closing Ceremony]

:----{ The Paars }---:

2008-07-24T03:18:00.000-07:00

The way it glows,
The way it rouse.

I love purple!

~* The past with the souls *~

2008-07-12T04:56:00.000-07:00

'' To my special, historical friend -- Pamela Quek''

Whenever I look through your eyes,

I wish so much

to share everythings of mine

with you.

But finding,

the passing of time,

the lost of conversations,

the wilt of morning glory,

have made a demarcation between us.

You're just sitting next to me,

though no connection of line,

it satisfies me so much,

and you mean so much to me.

The day arrives,

I will hold your hand,

bring you to the past,

digging back our memories,

and let you know
you're someone special

you mean so much to me.

An irreplaceable friend,

the memories,

the past with the souls,

you are.

<<< 杀气 <<<<

2008-06-14T22:18:00.000-07:00

倚在窗边，

仰望着天，

那蓝如水的天空，

暖如泉的太阳

照在脸上，

鸟儿开心地吱叫在那。

突然，
那桀骜的地壳弟弟
连同死神的呵护，

展开新一悸的杀戮。

一杀

血泊染红了地界，

让四川灾民
再也见不到天空，

再也感受不到阳光。

为他们祈祷，

祝福他们，

希望雨过天晴.......

~ Colorful & Creative Dreaming ◕◕ ~

2008-05-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

Colorful chocolates, cookies, stuff....

Aren't all of them just a.... wonderful dream?

Is that true?

Can I own them?

How to get them?

_ Art Life _

2008-04-17T01:35:00.000-07:00

When I was young, I used to draw a lot of things around.

I loved to draw animation...

I had many comic books which collected my drawing skills.

But now I realised that,

I'd prefer natural-drawing.

It's more meaningful, peaceful and fresh.

It simbolizes my life towards the future living.

It's about Art. A lonely apple like the loneliness deep inside my heart.

*oops.... get scolded*

+:: My longing ::+

2008-04-16T00:41:00.000-07:00

Windmail,

represents my life towards a peaceful era.

Maybe it means nothing to you,

but it's like the way of life I used to longing.

I want my home with windmail beside,

flowers blossom,

fruits around,

river flowing,

cows living happily.

In the day of summer,

sitting in the chair

under a shady tree,

and started chit-chatting with my Best friend.

Doesn't it really good to share my life with her?

When back to home,

walking in the street,

shadows just follow behind me

closely.

What a gorgeous view between the light.

The dawn is breaking, it's the street back to home.

It's a permanent and satisfying place.

Durable peace.

_* My Dreams will come true *_

2008-04-15T23:52:00.001-07:00

I love to imagine something that is really unreality.
But, I know I can fulfill it if I have the perseverance.

I believe myself.

A place with snow all around. Permanent peace.

Sun is just above me. I can feel the warmth.

I look through the window, and finding that's the life I want.

In the vast of snow, with no demarcation. Peaceful, but lonely.

In that moment, I know how much I wish to have a cup of hot espresso with raw milk.

and....a creamy mouses cake.

I want to share everything with my friend, in a peaceful area, in the spring of the day.

I want to take a rest in the greenery and lush lawn.

Like the lady... who used to enjoy her life like that.

Enjoying the environment, with birds singing, trees swing shaking, river flows... laying in the abundant grass, looking at the sky above...and resting...

>>> Me, me and myself >>>

2008-03-09T08:48:00.001-07:00

I was attended to a toy exhibition which held in P.Pinang.

[from left] Ryan, David, Penny and Me. *hello*

How do you think of my librarian uniform?

My 'bad' friend was punching me... TT I was hurt~

Blowing chinese flute~

side view ^.^

Woohoo~ going to beach! How was my outfit? XD

I want to tell you how much I miss you...

2008-03-01T23:48:00.000-08:00

Which I know, everyone has relative.

I have many relatives.
But, the one I love is always fall to....she.

Day by day,
we have never talked to each other for months,
I want to pick up the phone,
and tell her how much I miss her
and how much I care for her.
But I daren't.....

Everything seems so strange...
it starts to change,
environment, living, life...
But I wish to tell you that
my feelings to you is eternity,
never changes.

You are still my relative,
like my beloved sister,
who I do care of.

Can you don't blame me?
I want to tell you,
what I know is...your changes.
You changed a lot,
you become some one that is so strange to me.

But,
I choose to not believe that,
I believe one day,
you will wake up and smell the coffee,
you will know how much I miss you,
you will know it....one day.

Life Driver

2008-01-12T01:41:00.000-08:00

Life is like a long-way journey,
we are always need a driver
along all the roads.

They're like our company,
always be companied us,
always be beside us,
no matter how complicated and colorless is the life.

Life is like an endless desert,
infinity,
and no demarcation line.

Somehow,
we might lose,
lost in our direction,
lost in the darkness that we ever felt,
that time
you might feel the miserable of loneliness
that being left aside by others.

But,
that is not the end of your life.
Though being one of the 'pariah',
there must have some one that
who is really care for you.
The ever cosy of having a company.

Life is like that,
like a cycle between happiness and sadness
that everyone must go through it.
That is what life is called.

+[:: Life is joy ::]+

2008-01-11T02:55:00.000-08:00

You would never know unless you understand...
life is joy, because it's simple...

True be told,
I have no happy life when i was young.
I was suffering and having a miserable life.
I never OWN a friend
who would really trust to me.

Until the day...
till the day i met you,
till i told you my sadness,
till i share with you my happiness...

Life is so joyful and full with colors,
because when i look at you,
I will throw out all the sadness and
smiley face appears on my face.

I love Moon,
I love natural,
I love freedom.......

I will have a NEW life of meaning and purpose,
free form guilt.
Everything starts from today,
everything is gonna change,
because of you...